The cave

I am starting to emerge from the sickness mist.  I didn't have to take a nap today, which is a good sign.  Stop what you are thinking, how could she take a nap, does she have so much time to waste?  Let me tell you, if I didn't take a nap, I would pass out in front of my children, so instead I would put on the tv babysitter, lay down for 1/2 an hour, and pray they would still be alive when I woke up, because I am pretty sure I could not here an elephant eating a peanut while I was still asleep.  Anyway, life is insane.

• I am going to have a baby in the fall
• My husband will not have a regular pay check in a few months
• My first born is starting kindergarten
• I am moving in with my parents
• I am moving to PROVO
• I am really excited for J to finish school
• "        "        nervous
• "          "      pretty calm, unless I write it out in list form like this, then  I freak out. 

Let me catch you up on somthings that I have been doing.  I read Farmer boy by Laura Ingles Wilder.  I loved it, I dont read that much, but I loved that book, it reminded me how much I want a farm.

J and I are addicted to Battle star Galatica.  It is the best tv show I have ever seen.  I know that is a strong statment but it is my blog.  We seem to watch it late at night and I have Silon dreams all night long, Not FUN

I have lost a lot of creativity, It has drained out of my body, but I am ok with it.  I know it will come back.  It has been nice to have a vacation from it. 

I hope to post more over the next few months, it should be fun.

Comments

[Becky James]

Glad to hear you are starting to feel better. I am starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel too. Everything will work out for your cute little family. Please let us know if there is anything we can do.
Love ya!
Beck

[Lael]

DO NOT make any judgments about personality while you are pregnant. If creativity has drained, it is draining right into that sweet little baby you are making! You are so crafty, you make people!