I have been sans kids and husband since last Friday at noon. I feel weird about it. I took off for a moms' weekend, and Jeremy was courageous and took the kids, truck and trailer to Provo. We wanted to take furniture load out before the baby came so we could have a little extra room to fix up the house. Everything was going well until the truck needed " a little bit of work" It turned out to be a whole day delay for Jeremy. I am really interested in the shape of his mental state. The family will be home in a couple of hours and I took advantage of my alone-ness to deep clean the house one more time before the baby comes. I am sad my family has been gone for so long, but I am eternally grateful I had this one more calm before the storm. Baby is coming in two weeks, we need to rent the house in four weeks move in six weeks, have no paycheck in six weeks, total change in life style too. I am excited, nervous, sad.....literally every emotion you can think of I have. I can only imagine what the kids are going through. Do you remember your thought process as a little kid? Remember how random it was? We I am sure this weekend wasn't any different for Derek and Libby. I am thankful to my family for helping Jeremy out while he was out there. Toby and Melissa for feeding them, Mom for letting Jeremy take a nap, Bryn for entertaining them all day, and especially for Dad for all the car support. Our family is going to be going through a storm soon, but it is so nice to know how much our family on both sides love us and support us. Thank you so much.